The feeling is back!

oh no it's feeling

haha

It was suppose to be a "heavenly place"

yet

I dont like to be there.

Alone with God

isnt that bad!

I'm fallen in love with this feeling.

Just me and Him.

I'm still young! yet i saw too much dark side of human, how to go on if my eye are on all this worldly stuff! Sometime i wish I dont have this gift of sensing it much faster or see it more deeply than others!

now i know why

God told me not to be discourage that day at wesley.

indeed it is discouraging sometimes! But God said He is with me so ya!

the most impt is HE is with me!

I really came to a point where nothing much matters anymore!

Learning to fix my eye and heart on Him and His kingdom

learning to fall in love with Him.

(V)