This week is very packed for me!

But I spend much more time with God compare to my free weeks.

It is good to pray, worship, listen to sermon together with friends.

I found something about me!

the two sides of me!

the " not feeling well " de iris!

and

the "feeling well" de +ris

Janet jie know me quite well! haha when i said not feeling well, she knew what i m feeling. haha..

I will keep asking God why there is this "not feeling well" de iris! what has gone wrong?? I need to know! I know it is about hurts but why m i feeling hurt when such thing happend? why God allowed it to happened so many times? what is God tryin to tell me? this little promise thingy really impact me alot? why? sometimes i dont understand why m i so unflexible toward promises and agreement made! God told me before something abit why i m so particular with it, it is when i was younger! but now how?