I really dont understand!!

I tried to be understanding by not pushing it in morning.. but it turned out pretty the same!

If it is not impt or urgent i wont had called this meeting!

or waited tmr to discuss..

If it is something can be done by an msg or a call while i m walking.. i should had.. but i didnt! Cos it is pretty impt decision made..

I want to be serious and really put my heart to this but ..

I cant do a good job now with this sadness in me!

I had the authority given to me to make the decision..

but i respect you and see you as a leader..

so i waited to discuss it!

though all this decisions had to be made asap!

my heart ached! cos it matter to me alot! the team! I care about it and how it is going! but im not the person that should be making decision, i only can suggest or advice..

I really dont understand! why made us wait! hai!!!!!

I cant be affected! I cant let my emo affect ppl ard me!

Just hope ppl really mean what they said!