《没有常在心的日子》

《没有常在心的日子》 没有常在心的第2天

天气: 晴

心情:无

Too bad , my school's com didn't have Chinese software!

It's the second day!

Waiting for Courage.

When the day, Courage come,

it is when limit is up!

my emotion n feeling shall be packed.

and it's time!

You might be right this time!

I tried to explain why many times,

but i just cant!

Actually, it is that simple.

Past was the reason,

Hurts was the mastermind.

all this lead to more and more..

when i think of the past, im scared!

my tears just fill my eyes!

ya you reminded me all this which i had hidden back in my heart.
i still remembered clearly that 1st time, @east coast on 13 friday.

It started from that day,

It built up from there.

haven i forgiven you? i thought i did! but when i recalled it, it still ached in my heart.

maybe it is reaching the brim of my limits,

I'm tired of this guessing game!

I'm tired of all this.

Im really tired!

I know i promised you,

but this time

allow me to be silent,

allow me to redraw.

ya, it cant work without it!

but we lost it

Words cant gain back the things that were lost.

When it is lost, it might not be able to find back easily.

I tried my best in all this, I did what i can,

I gave in to what you and your emotion wanted to do.

i tried to do whatever i promised you,

I dont want to get hurt anymore!

I'm scared

and i dont dare to try anymore

so

if it is that important to you,

Let your heart speak the truth!

or

let me give up!

Sorry, it might be the last promise and i broke it!

Im at blame too!

Anyway

It's time to pack my emotion,

It's time for school.