numerous walls built....
no more understanding
no more energy...
no more steps i wanted to take forward...
if kept moving forward and the ending is still the same... what for!?

maybe it gonna end like that since it's not affecting others...
it seems like always my fault and me that started all this?!
yayaya my fault always!
letting matters past by everytime quietly.. does not really help in long time...
though it meant to reduce the hurts.......

i had alot to say.... @#@$^%#&#&#$&$**^%&^*%^&*

but.... whhahaahahahah ... it is just a joke among all this years.....................