Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
I'm feeling better spiritually now! I felt so breathless in spirit! mean struggling, dying! it's like dead man walking around though you might see me smiling at you!! I totally don't feel like doing reading bible or praying, i just cant concentrate! I'm dried up! but God was faithful, He renewed me! I believe more coming it's way! :)
I was motivated by Janet jie! YA Dream for God! What's my dream! I want to ....... many dreams :) one of the main dreams, is to use creative to impact the kingdom of God! how ? I dunno! but i remembered there was once, pastor called me out to pray for me! the only thing i remembered clearly is he said " use your creative to lead the youth" creative is the word! okay i shall head to this creative dream! :)
I want to dream for God! :) YAY! I'm back on track!
recently i'm trying master chinese chess to win jiayi :x haha! anyway , christopher taught me! :)
and after pastor taught us some skills on sun, my skill is improving :) YAY
I want to learn chess long ago i thought it is too qim for me! but actually it is not! haha I'm happy to learn it!
Today Melvin taught me another type : "covered" chess! interesting! :) I shall go figure it out!