finally i finished watching tree of heaven! no tear! haha! Just cant understand why make loving someone so complicated? Life is simple but human make it so complicated! A problem of human being it is hard for us to let go! if we know the art of letting go, it wont be a sad ending le! Cos we cant have it, we think it will be the best to have it! Are we sure? or we just don't believe the presence of God in control of every situation in our life? we just want to control them ourselves?

I read somewhere,
there is no one in this world, you cant continue living without them!

I forgotten how many time i repeated to myself, but i cant do it! I'm telling myself again! I prayed that God will take away this pain in me whenever I wake up whenever I'm down whenever.....! I know this cant do it myself, but I believe He can! He will!


I want a new life! A life lead by the Holy Spirit!