today the 18th days of 2009! everything wasn't that well! Mum told me it is my Chinese birthday today! so what? surprisingly i got a present! Janet jie got me a cross pendant! cos that day i went out with her and she noticed that the cross pendant i wearing is not that one she bought so she asked me. that pendant spoilt le . she was sweet enough to get me a new one! i'm happy for there is still someone out there cares!

As for other stuff, i dont wish to talk about it! nothing much to talk too! something people took it for granted and dont even bother about the other's feeling and presence.. why should i care so much! over time, it's pilling up and it's too much for me! I just wish i should leave it alone!! just see no point of repeating action, in the end it's just come back to the same ending... I'm tired of being angry and then sorry ...

ya i m totally confused what i should do... and i'm in super bad mood!