I wish it last forever like this...
I know it wont happened...
I wake up feeling totally lost. I cant understand why i ...
I cried my night through n
dragged my feet to work with it still tearing.
any moment can make it starting rolling for no reason.
It was terrible that it might be worst then dying.
I m just feel like hugging my mum sharing with her everything i went through in the mid of night. but i dun want to make her worry. (while i blogging, she saw my rolling tears, she asked why, dont have an answer for her.. how i wish she know God and she can share with me..)
I cried loud out to God in the night
finding out that i haven been doing so lately..
I had put Him aside for so long..
that i almost cant find Him.
I recalled what i had done was all in my way.
I repented.
I cried.
I m totally broken with no way out but only through Him.

ya went a big round and came back to U again! now i know i really need U to bring me out. It was terrible feeling, God, Pls do a quick work on me!


talking to Janet jie and her accompany make me feels better today but the rest of the road, i still need to walk down myself with God. thank you!

All i ask is keep me in prayer.