I never understand what's unconditional love!
I was taught from young, if you do well, you will be rewarded. If not, you will be out of the fav list. maybe that why I am always using My way and might as what janet jie said. With God, Guess i did the same way. But using my way and strength, didn't bring me anywhere closer to God. I tried to do what's right in God's view. I control my emotion. I thought it was. But it went out of control ytd. At that moment, anger just filled my mind.. I just lost my control. I went venting at anyone that stood the way. I just fall into the trick of satan again when I shouted out all the words that i never meant.

For all the rude and unreasonable thing i did, none came blaming me, but instead came caring and accepting who i m, understanding me, supporting me for all this that i m going through. I'm loved. This is an unconditional love from you through God.









Dear God,

Thank you for everything.

Roman 3: 28
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

I trust and believe everything that i am going through is good for me. Give me courage to surrender myself totally to you not by my might but your might. I just want to Love you.

Thank you for teaching me what's your unconditional love means. I m grateful for knowing that i wasn't alone in this battle, I have a great mentor supporting me, loving me. I m thankful. Bless her more as she blessed ppl around her. reveal your path for her as she choose to wait upon you. :) Thank you Jesus, thank you Janet jie.

Lord, you are great! Cos you know what i need. I am always grateful to have this learning partner. In my weakness area, you sent this angel to guide me patiently. Never did she hold any grudges on me and my nonsense. It seem to others that God put me to bless her, in fact as time passes, it seem to be more like God put her to bless me more. what's a disguised blessing I had took granted for. Though we might be learning through the hard ways, but I m glad kept our friendship growing under the stormy weather. :) Dear God, Bless this silly as she willingly giving herself to serve you. let your will be in her life as she uses her life to worship you. :) Thank you Jesus, thank you Jessie

amen! :)