Yesterday I went on an emotional roller coaster ride... Recently my emotional got me always which is not really good! I wonder why am i havin this man! I never experience this when i was younger! Now then i know what is emo! thank God my emo is only for just a while..and i will be back to normal! :)


back to yesterday, came to work in morning, met up with peisuan! We went airport for lunch and get my craving of macadamia nuts satisfied! then we headed to bedok watch a kinda of boring long movie plus the seat was damm hard.. so after the show we went to library to find a comfortable seat to relax. :) we discussed and came out with some plans for togetherNess chalet next friday :) Looking forward to it :)


After everything i headed to school.. and dropped by SGH! I donnu where did i get the courage to go alone ! I went up to the block.. to the level.. told myself i just go see see, if there is someone i know i then i go into the room.. So i ended up outside the room.. I looked in... noone.. I also dunno whose I was looking for! the only thing i know was her name, looked that the name list outside! found out that it was bed 3...So i went in once.. cant find.. walked out.. then went in.. walked up and down the room, their eyes were all staring at me..
finally found a familiar face, settled down! She started to chat with me.. told me how painful it was.. how sad she was.. she said she prayed but.. It is so heart-aching for me!

I cant do much but I told her that we might not be able to change our situation but we can change our heart <--- whole week i learning this--- I asked her to praise God.. then She stopped complaining.. she started to praise Him.. not once and kept Praising! T.T As i was rushing to sch so I prayed for her and left for sch.. I promised her i will go down today! :)

I m not trying to show how much i did.. but did you see God! He can change ppl.. And how a patient who is in pain Praise Him and ME here still complaining and kept thinking about myself! through this I saw how God trained me through my past.. my uncle, lim po, ah gong, andrew.. But I still cant get God tryin to tell me. :)


What i learnt today ?
When We step out to serve others, we no longer see ourselves and our problems.. :)


My day didnt end there! my emo was pretty down when I was on my way to school.. I was thinking why GOd allow this to happen? Why dont heal her? GOd told me that the decision is on Him and my job was to pray! and not be burden by the end result. :)

after that i wasnt that emo cos I knew God is in control.. I headed to class! the class is on advertising! my dream! :) the lecturer was pretty cool and stylish! :) the class was quite small..Interesting!! :)

finally i know what God want me to do in this school !
God allows me to go through a down period in school and let me know how the rest were feeling. if u know, I dont like to go school for a period when sel left the sch! I was alone, noone there to help me remember the room no.. what subject! and I had to go know new friends.. then God brought vens into my life! and many more.. richard, arvind...Sam... :) then now when i saw ppl in class who is alone , i intend to feel how they felt and go up to talk to them.. :) as for this class there is a gal in partuliar, from she sharing she is from china!! and it was her 1st sem! I told myself I want to win this soul for Jesus! :)


When i got home, I heard from my sis, that Second auntie is in hospital! Just now i called my mum to ask where is she! she is at SGH! CAn you see GOd is tryin to tell me something!! But i dunno what!

GOd I want to let ppl know you! but I dunno how! I am helpless to see people　ｓｏ　ｉｌｌ on bed.. 主啊！我要医治的恩赐！次给我好吗？　好叫每当我按手在任何人，他们得医治，可以看见你的大能和荣耀！　不但如此他们也要赞美你！：）