My life is still in a big question mark situation in many areas! A big surprise in the end?

my situation is getting bad to worst!

I'm looking, searching, waiting, once it is approved by my big Boss..

I'm leaving all tis behind!

not becos of you all I had just did my decision.

Back to the point of me seeing, feeling, experiencing too much!

far too much! others might think it was a blessing..

but I m struggling in using this blessing in a good way!

time to time, I avoid, I isolated myself...

I know it wont help