Suddenly, I felt aimless after yesterday event! it was like nothing for me to look forward to... no motivate at all! It was pretty excited over that for weeks.. without saying out... it was tough!
I love the setting and deco ... actually i was quite disappointed on myself for didn't manage do all i wanted to. i left few stuffs at home.. though this secret was kept well.. maybe ppl were surprised ( i think it is more of shock )....but.. feeling was nt right.. i failed again.... maybe it's just me..maybe i should not do it.. should leave it to other to do.. sometimes, you might think that is what others wanted or they might be very happy over it... but truth is human are different...it might be a small setback for me, but all i wan to hear what your heart feels... said it with love.. it might be something not good.. at least i know how each of u felt... just dont tell me what you are supposed to say..

like what pastor said today... use ai xin say the truth. if all are not said.. a wall wil be form. cos a same sentence of word can be understand differently by different ppl... even a small action like a look at someone .. can make someone think you are staring at him and he will think you are not happy at him... and......

so ... i also dunno la... i just feel like going for shopping!! i need a shoes.. my that 3 yr old puma shoes is dying on me soon... shopping!!!! who wan to go?????



dear Jesus,

thank you for every little thing.. everything ytd.. blessing us with a good weather a good table.. and every little bit of detail that you helped me with. i might not got the result of making them happy. but i know you have a great plan over that grp of gals. God i leave them to you.. believing you will lead them.. thank you. here i shall leave all my negative thought to you! grant me the hope on you once again. thank you once again. Praise to You!