Dragging myself to work as usual! it was a surprise to see eugene! haha.. finally got someone here to pei me work le after soooo long..!! YAY!! :D

mixed feeling is what i having.. ya i m happy that eugene was here at work... on the other hand, I still unable to pick myself up from the troubles, the mess, the disappointment, i created. ya i admit that i asked for it. Isolating might be a good way out... putting a full stop to everything, leaving all into memories.. ( i dunno what i m talking about !!)



God,
I still waiting for you to speak to me! the way to handle everything in my life!! Can you teach to to develop a discipline life? I wanna breakthrough! My heart is willingly but my flesh is not..