I had a great sleep despite all those negative stuff.. I believe that's work of God. God somewhat told me why i m reacting like that... it's my childhood.. i believe.. and maybe i m sick that why so emotional... I regret cancelling the meeting... maybe that's the best way out... I dont know how to face you if i cant change and always make everyone unhappy at end of the day... All I need is God's love and time... just a bit more smile which i use to have... may help i believe...