Looking at the few previous post, indeed very negative wo! Thank God that I m just a human with emotion! :D it was alright for human to have emotion or "down" time but it is how fast we turn back to God! so i m back!
this time, it was God again! He told the root of things that i never knew that was affecting me deeply and unknowingly! 0.O i didn't expect Him to answer me when I asked why thing happened!
all this Innocent childhood experiences, which i maybe had forgotten was a blockage in my life causing me to act in certain way! now i know the root! I never let you Satan to use it to attack me! :) I will never fall into the same old trick again!

it was great that God you gave us hope.. a brand new start as what you promised. I know deeply in me on Friday night, it was a breakthrough in me saying all i needed and what you wanted me to. I m glad everything was clarified out, it really took away that sadness in me and no longer felt something bloc kin in us. now we see what Satan trying to do in the past, it was so obvious but none of us notice that ! how naive we were! still there trying to change the situation by our own which brought the situation bad to worst. the feeling of speaking out all was great, we had a different set of thinking which we didnt talk it out cos a lot of misunderstanding..

now a brand new start embarked... everything will changed in God's time! I believed! deep in me I knew God have a plan for both of us to work together in some ways... a very special friendship... I treasure! by now, I believe understand more! Satan is very unhappy for us to be together! he always find ways to break this friendship but too bad... this plan of his was revealed by God to us le! we wont fall into it anymore! We will get closer to God!! And every time we get together, we will proclaim His greatness!!! :p We worship Him and give praise to Him!!!So Satan back out! cos you have no say, for God is with us :p


Starting a more discipline life with my cell mate (engals!).. :D GO gals!!! Proclaiming a breakthrough in prayer life this week!! and then a celebration on Friday ! :) ahaha
Looking at those gals in cell, God told me .. you need to pray more and more for them! Yes sir! I wil be like Elisha, when God called he go for it w/o doubt!


Thank you, Lord once again for Everything! Lord, I dont ask for you to take away all the problems in my life, but teach me how to handle it with your love and ways, trusting in You always! oh n handling it with gentleness ( i know the meaning now, i believe zhang shi mu was right, i needed that). God i just really very thankful for fixing that for me! cos you knew that was
so impt to me :) Good night God, it was a long day... :D as for you, thank you too. smile more! I will! :D