opps! the post was accidentally deleted by me.
Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 10:36 AM
I was saying...
I began to fall back in love with the nite and breeze but thing was'nt the same anymore!
then whatelse i did i say arh? nvm, my mind is now occupied with what if i cant make it again! I was lookin forward to the day to come, which is monday, but on the other hand I am very scared!
It is said that if you had the right motive, your prayer will be answered! I thought, I cant find any motive that i had which will make God approve! my motive is simply I want to drive n have fun! dont think this motive is GOd's will ! lol . I did think deeper, but I dont want to just give God empty promises of mine! I seriously have to sit down and think over it. :)
But i know God is with me no matter what, whatever the result it is ! i believe it's God's will. I respect it n Give thank to Him! cos you never know what will happened to me if i passed, but God knows! :)
Still, I'll have feeling ....so just in case, I will be over sad that day, i think i shall find a hide out for that night 1st.